"There is nowhere to go. What you are looking for is right here. Open the fist clenched in wanting and see what you already hold in your hand. There is no waiting for something to happen, no point in the future to get to. All you ever longed for is here in this moment, right now.

When I was a little girl growing up my grandma Bessie always said when you saw the rays coming down from heaven that was Father in Heaven opening the gates and all of the Angels were going to Heaven.....

My Little Kids

They are truly the greatest gift anyone could ever ask for..I love them more than life..

Zac and Jami

I love these two, they have been together for over a year now. I think they are so good for each other, they push one another to become better in the things that they do. They are best friends and they love each other, What more could you ask for. I love Jami like she is one of my own children... Funny thing I used to babysit her when she was a little girl she has always been special.
Zac moved out to Utah to go to Paramedic school and I contacted her and asked her to invite him out because I knew she had to be a fun person she comes from great parents, whom were my friends growing up! And they always did lots of things with their families because families are so very important, and then they met..and since then have always been together...Love you guys it will be fun to watch you grow even more in your relationship and in your lives.
She is really good about keeping me updated on everything and I really am truly thankful for that!

"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less traveled by, and that has made all the difference. ” - Robert Frost

My Family..

My Family is my world....What more can I say

My Mommy and my sisters

OH MY GOSH!!! I miss and love you all so much, I hate being so far away and I feel like I miss out on so much! But my sisters I love you guys and you are my best Friends...I want so much be close to you guys so we can do the Sunday dinner thing or to just hang out... And mom I miss you...You are amazing and beautiful!!! I miss being able to do the simple things that I see people take for granite...going to lunch, having you come and watch my kids in the things that they do or the awards that they get...

My Life

My life is crazy and fun all in the same breath. Work is work and it is not what I want to do anymore...I am going back to school and I am going to become a nurse!

I know I am old..haha the new 40..but you know what I was blessed to stay home most of the time and to be there with my kids and have pretty much been able to not miss out on anything and now it is time for me to do something I want to do! I am tired of the drama of criminal law and domestic law, I want to something that I feel will make my life feel a little more complete...Nursing...I can help people! so I am scared to go back to school but I think it will be fun.

I am happy and I love my kids and I have a lot of fun, I dont have a lot of room to complain.~! The only thing that really bothers me is Zac being so far away but you know what he is amazing and living his dream and for that I am really happy....Life is soooooo good!

Michael and Justin

I am so sad that I cant see you guys...I miss you and I truly hope your mommy and daddy figure everything out! I can't wait to see you guys again! I love you and I miss you so much!

My Daddy

He has come to live in North Carolina and I am thankful for that, I get to spend lots of time with him. He recently had a stroke that really changed his life .. but truly he is the most amazing person and I have to be careful because he tries to give away everything because this is just the kind of person he is.

I love him and he is my buddy, we go to lunch everyday! I look forward to it!

I just hope that he can see a few more things and try to enjoy his life and to just be happy!

Madison .. aka...Princess

Maddie...Bug!!
You are the sweetest little girl ever and I cant believe you are trying to grow up on me....no!!!
You are so sweet and so TALL!!! stop:-) You are not supposed to be taller than your mommy! But sweetie I love you and you are so smart and so pretty!
I have so much fun with you and I love hanging out with you, Your laugh makes me laugh and your ideas are amazing!
You are my baby girl and I am very thankful for you! Keep up the great work and just remember reach for the stars because you can accomplish anything! Love you baby~

Steven

Wow.. You were such a fat, cute little boy..and now look at you..you have grown into a wonderful young man.

My Football star:-) A leader in the NJROTC, you are amazing Steven and I am so proud of you and I am so excited to watch you grow in your talents.

I love you so much and I know you hate it when I call you my "baby boy" but you know what you are and you are going to have to deal with it! haha...

I love that you were the star of the football team and When I was watching I would smile so hard my face hurt and of course lose my voice!! I mean seriously who has that many sacks!! It was awesome when I would hear "Steven number "57" with the sack...hahaha they never really knew what was coming until the were laying on the ground with stars swirling around their heads..haha..

I am proud of you sweetie and you know what I really love you..

Lindsay

Oh My Gosh I cant believe you are in college.. You used to hate it when I would leave you with a babysitter and now you have moved out and are going to East Carolina University! What a fun life you have lived so far, You have done it all ( as far as high school is concerned) Cheerleader, Home coming court, President of FBLA, Goalie on the soccer field, just a beautiful well rounded girl! And the ability to show love and compassion to everyone.

Lindsay you are such a blessing to me! I am so thankful for you and all that you are, Not only are you my daughter but you truly are my best friend.

Anyway there is nothing less to say than you are just fun.. Keep up the great work you are going to be an amazing teacher one day and the talents you have and that you can teach these little people one day.....BLESSING! Love you sweetie!

Zac

Zac is my oldest 21 to be exact, he is now a firemedic for Murray Fire Department and living his dream. I use to take him to the fire dept when he was a little boy, He has always been so amazing, he always was the best in everything that he did whether it was in the math team or the Hosa club or playing baseball. Zac you have accomplished your goals and dreams of a young age of 21. You did it sweetie:-) And I love you and I am so proud of you! I miss you so much Zac .. I know that you are great and I am so happy for you! But there is not a day that goes by that I dont think about you and wonder how you are doing...I love you sweetie!